Cannot face my Mother's death.........

Cannot face it............

Choking back the tears
I cannot stop them
overflowing from a stewed
teapot
The teapot has run dry inside...
from the many brown stains
Cried to much...
Tears are not enough..
I cried so many....
The hurt lingers on
Am stuck in bondage
I am wrapped in a bandage
bruised by my pain ...
I don't know how to free
Myself from strong afflicted emotions
Day to day I am walking on egg shells ...
Please I don't know if i stand it any longer...

If my Mum doesn't say simply goodbye....
Am just not strong enough to take another blow....

Reviews

[icelandicblue]

I am truly sorry for your loss and for your pain. It is overwhelming and that well of sorrow is deep. I hope that your writing helps you articulate all that pain that you are feeling.

[Emily B]

knowing that there are no magic words to ease your pain, i will simply send you peace and love

hold it close

[ROSALIND]

((((Hugs)))))

[Emily B]

:)

[Marie]

People very close to me have doed without saying good-bye, but I felt I was at peace with them and them with me. I hope it can be the same for you.

[ROSALIND]

My Mother has just done that this evening...took down all her cards ...and she is dying of cancer.....she has disconnected herself from all of her friends/family......some ways that makes it easier for me to cope with the hut. rejection, and pain since i am not the only one anymore.................

[Sheila Kline]

God bless you dear friend!! I continue to pray for peace for you, and your tormented spirit!!