So furious

Need to rid myself of this anger once and for all.

Cannot control this rage
i feel inside
Oh am so furious
Not bitter like you
mother
Resentful
Until you slipped
out of your body
from this world.


You may be alright
Floating about
In the heavens above
But you have forgot
about just one thing
You have ripped
my heart out
  
I just can't breath
Every-time i do
I coke over my tears
i am suffocating
I feel as if you have
taken my right to
live

I may as well join you.
forgetting  your mind
will and emotions are
connected to your soul
So your spirit will
be free from your
earthy body.

Mother I need to
forgive you
and believe me
that has taken guts
to do so.
You don't deserve it
But I am doing this
for me because I want
to be free.