It still hurts Mum..

Losing your Mother is the biggest thing that you will ever go through ..

Why does it still hurt
My heart grieves so much.
It still feels like yesterday.
My heart aches so badly
Why, cant i even remember
your smile.

You are so far away
on the other side
Your voice has faded
There is a mist between us
My world separates  your
Heaven.

Why did you leave
this world so angry
Why did you hold on
to your hurt
Dishing out so much
pain.

You were not to blame
Struck in a rut
with so much abuse
Life was to much
So you just gave up.

Mum I just want
you to know.
I didn't stop all
this heartache below
please send me a sign
so that i can have
some peace of mind.