holding hands with God....

Trying hard not to let these
negative emotions take hold
But am caught on a wounded
chain.
It cuts itself deeper into this
sore heart of mine.
Like a prisoner i long to
break free .

But the days are so long
Why,' has this heart of
mine, turned so black
twisted in thought
Lost like a little soul

My heart has got
locked in a web of
un-forgivness 

i cannot forgive
Her
Until my heart
stops hurting

Firstly i have to
see what has been
stolen
then if i can
bring it to
the cross were
Jesus understands

I struggle with the pain
You see i am only human
i just cannot let go
when the time is right
Jesus will hold me tight

Then perhaps
I will shed
my tears
Let go of my anger
And ask the Father
to heal my brokenness

Father i cannot do
this without you
I cannot embrace
this pain alone
Now i come to You .

Please take all my
hurt i know i must
let her go..

My child i walked
with you through
this storm
But first you must
Learn to lean on me
give me all your hurt
Hold on to my hand
Let us embrace this
pain together
For i cried it is
finished  today
and forever...