Misty

Sometimes
I can't
Feel it
Presence of God
Am I worthy
enough
to receive it
No.!!
In my torment I reach
out to the Psalms
Grasping
with all my being
Will I survive
Even to
Exist.
Will I be able to
Hang on .
Because I
Getting
So close to
Giving up .
Every last breath
isn't mine anyway
God were are
You.