RECOVERY

woke up this morning with a feeling of dread
as twisted thoughts swirled through my head
maybe a thought or memory, can be triggered by
something we fear, a place maybe a person.
A large crowd, it felt as though I was rooted to
the ground, a sudden awareness of my heart racing
around like hands from a clock



Over powered by a tight throat its feels like
I might have a lump in my throat I can't get
enough air into my lungs I feel sick feeling
faint just wish it would end there nothing to live
for my life is finished. Stopped "living"



Things can get better you're see the doctors
and nurses will come to your aid theirs help
out there come what may it gets worse before
its gets better. Sit on the word recovery
powerful say it out loud again I will recover
I promise you. things will look brighter
and the sun will shine with a new tomorrow.