Poetic Exercise pt.V

I'll never surrender
amass something so clever
no more
opened door
hardly seen
a world serene
come as you please
free of conforming disease
secrets that I keep
invoke feelings so deep
spirit asleep
evoked by fire of passion
blurting words an obsession
risk of infidelity
forgotten in physicallity
moments to none
all in fun
then I'm gone
set like the sun
awaken the vile
painted on smile
unknown trial
scars of survival
initial healing
thoughts unsealing
fall apart from seam
pages scatter
remnants tattered