sickning feeling

you know that feeling deep inside? the one in the pit of your stomache? the one when you miss someone or something? that feeling when you now somethings wrong? or when youve been hurt? that feeling consumes me... the feeling of sadness and regret, lonliness and fear. My deepest feelings become overhelming. My thoughts cloud my mind. The thin white scars on my arms mock me. This sickness deep inside killing me slowly... my thoughts run wild going back to the dark and depressed pas.. where are they when i need them the most? where is my help???

Author's Note

i just kinda write random stuff.... most of it is really weird.... thats where "sleep" came from too....

Reviews

[Hiddenfire]

Random can be good and in this case as in the case of sleep I think it works. The whole thing is like being in a dream or a haze in that it reminds of Alice in wonderland when she went to see the caterpillar, (Absalom I think was his name?) same feelings came to my mind.

[Wolfwind]

This piece reminds me of the feeling I get when walking memory lane. Whether the moments I wonder back to are positive or negative, I can't help feeling as if there is something missing in the now. As If part of me knows I could have done something different to change an outcome. I've learned not to dwell on it for very long, as those moments and that feeling is like an anchor that holds me down.
I would say that the help you seek is just up on the next floor of life, let the anchor loose and you'll rise up and be able to make them out. That's my theory anyways. =)

Aaron