Conflicted Christian

My thoughts and feelings as i struggle to understand God and my views and feelings.

I believe in you

Yet my feelings are an abomination

To love her is a sin against you

I’m so confused.

I know how I feel.

To ignore my feelings

Would be to ignore my heart

I love her that I can’t help

You say not to judge

Yet every day we are

Judged because of who we are

Judged because of how we feel

A Conflicted Christian I am

In love with a girl

Yet believing in you

 

Author's Note

i am obviously bisexual. yet i believe in god and want to please him. yet i dont want to ignore my feelings.

Reviews

[Aven]

"To ignore my feelings
Would be to ignore my heart"

These are some powerful words... I think the reason god gave you a heart is for you to follow it. Lil Wayne said it best "If you need an example of how to live your life, you shouldn't have been born, straight up." Follow your heart, and the rest will work out.

Great poem! :)

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Oh we could talk for hours on this one...believe me the church is full on sinners..that's why we have church, if we were all perfect we wouldn't need it, and a sin is a sin...from a lie to murder...you can't rate them...although I am not a christian anymore I certainly understand your plight...personally I think God is LOVE and doesn't really care who you love..