A mixed visualisation

Friday, November 5, 2010

A mixed visualisation

A Mixed Visualization...

Dated:
6th Nov , 2010
10:33 am , Saturday,
Mitrapark, Kathmandu

I turn on the diary to vomit out

that was undigestable to me...
but couldn't find a page, to note
Because it was missing
a day was missing
a date was missing and
so was a year...
I went for a drive,
saw a glittering DARKNESS

"The Festival of Lights"
beheld a house, a fully adorned bride
she was gloomy ,though
Also saw a worn-out hut with
two shivering diyas 

on its threshold...
but was laughing out the happiness..she saw..
throughout her life...
I return to home gathering two kinds of feelings...
HAVE AND HAVE NOT !
I HAVE THE THINGS WHICH I DON'T WANT TO HAVE
AND,
I HAVE NOT GOT THE THINGS THAT I NEED TO HAVE
I was unstatisfied and I am ,
till this hour 
and i don't know
whether the degree of unstatisfaction persists or depresses ?
Saw...the battles of thoughts...
which were trying to win over the another
feed a poor ??? or uplift a poor????
Uff !!!
There are half dozen millions and billions of thoughts
some are building &
some are ruining the world...

I, thus,
had a mixed visualiztion of the life

in this 
Deepawali...A glittering and A glaring Darkness...

-Fantasized by 

Sanjeeta Sharma Pokharel "Hridayaninadini"

Posted by Sanjeeta sharma pokharel "Hridayaninadini' at 10:16 PM