Handicapped

Everything was falling apart . She didn't feel like her self anymore . Soon , She came to the realization that this lifestyle wasn't for her . Not knowing where to go from there she grew helpless and resorted to blaming the people around her , the whole world and even cosmic energy . She grew angry and frustrated but always ended up in a fit of tears fueled by helplessness .
Blame is for the weak , I'm not weak hearted said a small whisper inside her head. But , like a cloud of smoke that whisper disappeared before it  had the chance to linger . Soon , enough this frustration engulfed her whole personality taking over every aspect of her life .
Through this   , she fostered  a new found respect for individuality and the ability to or in this case the lack of the ability to make your own decisions . 

Sadly ,  most People are just pawns on a chess board . Going through life powerless and doomed ,awaiting their impending sacrifice . Competition  isn't a  bad thing . She for one thrived in competition fueled by the desire to dominate . Yes, there will always be a winner and a loser . But what gives the winner the right to handicap the loser ?

Of course this is not a perfect world and there will always be hierarchy as a matter of fact as an ambitious woman she was always in the pursuit of reaching the top .
She wasn't declaring defeat and desperately crying for help . Struggle is good it teaches you discipline and gives you the will power to stand up straight . But , where and how would the rehabilitation begin ?