The Crutches

Freedom ? Is that what she felt ;was it because she finally accomplished her goals, at least for now . What were goals ? Ways to impress daddy ? Ways to show the world what you have accomplished ?

Who cares about the world , said the rebel inside of her . But that's wasn't fooling anyone  , she wasn't a rebel .the fact of the matter is ,  she couldn't be  a rebel no matter how much she tried to be one .But , there was no point of her trying   being a goodie  good either , that wasn't her nature . She needed adventure , action , rebellion and stability . The trick was finding them all at the same time

She always thought she was independent and outspoken but , time has turned her in to a self doubting fool. A fool  who didn't know what side of her self to reveal . If she was too rebellious the world would think she was out of control. But , if she was obedient they would walk all over her and soon forget her  .

Who cares what they think of me ? I'm an independent woman . I'm not a stop on the way  but , a destination said a feeble whisper inside of her head . This thought seemed to resonate in her soul  and finally amounted to the magnitude it was meant to be . That once feeble whisper evolved in to a booming echo  ; A woman's role is not to please others . She too is a creation of god .

A mother exerts equal effort while introducing the world to a baby regardless of its gender . Then why should women live their lives differently . I can't speak for all of my gender  but , one day I dream of viewing my self as an equivalent to the mighty men in my life .