Leaving

I turn the volume up
My heart starts beating so fast
memories come flashing by so fast
My head was so tired with a million thoughts, a million pictures, and a million memories running inside of it
I want to just lie down and dream
forget about the whole world outside
and dream of a world of me and you
Wow...so peaceful, so beautiful, so pure... and so new

Time is ticking and I will have to say my goodbyes
I can't tolerate it
I can't leave all of this behind

As much as I wanted to leave

it suddenly feels scary

I don't know what I am doing...

I also don't know if it's the right thing to do...

but sometimes you just have to let go... move on... and look ahead instead of breaking your neck and looking backwards...

Where are you to watch my back?

And make me forget about this all...

I just can't wait to see you...

cause when I do... All of this won't matter...

everything in this world wouldn't matter...

My ultimate joy would be... You...

what else do I want??

I will leave everything behind and wait for you...

Pray every night...

ask god to bring you to me...

I lost a lot of hope...

But the hope of being with you and holding you in my arms is still there...

Nothing is the same without you...

Absolutely Nothing...

Reviews

[Maria Mercurio]

Wow - I might have taken this in a different path - but the end made me think of a woman desperately wanting a child. Everything is on hold in her life until that special little person can come and make her feel complete That longing is just so strong.

[Sasha]

lol Maria I think you did !
No actually the longing is for that special someone ..

[Maria Mercurio]

It was this section that resonated that feeling - just popped in my head. That is what is wonderful about poetry - It makes us a feel different things :)
I will leave everything behind and wait for you...
Pray every night...
ask god to bring you to me...
I lost a lot of hope...
But the hope of being with you and holding you in my arms is still there..

[Sasha]

ooh okay :)
it can be understood in that point ur right :)