Questions

Many questions went running through my head..

Where am I  ? 

what am I doing here??

and why am I still here??

why didn't I move ??

why ??

I kept asking myself many questions ..

I looked inside my heart ..

It wasn't my heart ..

It was a tired and black heart filled with hatred and pain ..

how did this happen ??

I thought that by this time ..

I'll be healthy .. cured .. and happy ..

It all feels so wrong ..

and time starts passing by ..

hours turn into days ..

and everything stays the same..

still cant find answers to these questions inside of my heart ..

and I am here loosing every part of me ..

Wait ..

where are you ??

and why didn't you come ??

what is taking you so long ??

I don't really know whats going on ..

I really cannot feel a thing ..

my heart is gone dead ..

and my mind is grieving for losing my heart ..

they are always connected .. my heart and head .. they cannot live separately ..

and my mind is going crazy for losing my heart ..

my heart was full of light .. full of love .. full of life ..

and now ..

its empty ..

numb ..

with nothing left inside..

not memories ..

not pictures ..

not even those unforgettable words that I have hidden inside ..

nothing at all ..

I can't run ..

where would I go anyways ?

I can't talk ..

for my voice is gone ..from screaming out your name ..

I can't move ..

for my legs are paralyzed from looking for you ..

I can't see..

for your image kept haunting my mind and heart that it took away my sight ..

its funny how life turns out exactly the opposite of you expected ..

All my loved ones are people that I can't seem to talk to or see ..

I don't need anyone to see..

nor to talk to ..

I just need you ..

For you are the answer to all my questions ..

Reviews

[Renée]

So Desperate this cry of the heart .. if only they would answer

[Lydia Shutter]

Painful emotions well expressed in this poem. The intensity packs a wallop. Lydi**

[Sasha]

Thanks Lydi !

[MsJewel]

You have expressed so much pain, so much emotion in this poem. Quite powerful and very well written. :) Julie

[Sasha]

Thanks Julie !

[TL Boehm]

the mind grieving for the heart. Yes, that is achingly sad.

[Sasha]

Definitely ..

[Ken Simm.]

Imaginative, full of a beauty that doen't seem to let go but almost unbearably sad.

[Sasha]

Thanks Ken

[Aethereal]

This was delightful to read, but the "you" in question seems to be you since you seem to have lost touch with whom you really are deep inside. Heart and Mind are an ocean whereby your conscious mind is at its surface, and that enlightenment that you're searching for is within its depths. If you wish to be successful in a relationship with someone else, you must first perfect your relationship with yourself. You must find your true self. Below the surface, if you dare to go there within your subconscious mind, are all the answerers as well as all the important questions. Creative writing is one way to explore the depth of your being, and you know this.

[Sasha]

thanks ! :)

[Sami Khalil]

I like questions in a poem. And this one is a good example...A splendid read and write...:)

[Sasha]

Thanks Sami ! Appreciate it ! :)

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)