Came
running home ..
Threw
my bag on the couch..
Took
off my heels ..
And
sat on my computer ..
My
gosh your smile cannot stop appearing everywhere I go ..
You
had this strong effect on me that it knocked me off my feet ..
Something
I thought that I will never feel ..
Something
I thought my heart will never feel..
This
is the second time I see you ..
For
the first time my heart feels something ..
It
was dead for a long time .. and your smile woke up every single blood cell in
my body ..
I was
dead .. feeling nothing at all ..
You
came into a café with a red shirt that reflected your eyes ..
I had
my head down , for I was writing something and enjoying the weather ..
As
If my heart sent a signal to my head to raise itself up and look at you ..
And
that’s exactly what happened .. I raised my head up and there you were from far
away smiling and waving ..
for
the first time I couldn't feel my legs and heart skipped a beat ..
wow
..
look
what your smile did to me ..
you
came .. walked towards my table ..
the
lights in the café were very low all I could see was the light reflecting your
eyes ..
for
the first time .. I was totally lost in your eyes ..
you
sat down .. we laughed , joked and talked endlessly ..
and
our hands were so close that I just wanted to hold yours so bad ..
I feel
so close to you in such a beautiful way ..
I can’t
describe it in words ..
I can't
imagine that my heart loved every single detail about you although it just met
you twice ..
There
Is something about you ..
How
your smile just flips my whole universe upside down ..
And
your eyes sparkle every time I look into them ..
Your
eyes are different..
They
take me on a journey .. a journey I never want to forget .. a journey full of
light and strength ..
I feel
like you are my light and strength ..
In
my life my eyes never soaked into someone else's eyes ..
But
your eyes are simply different ..
You
are different ..
I came
home .. feeling really weird ..
I was
terrified ..
The
thought of being with you scares me ..
What
if I lose you one day ?
What
if I got the chance to be with you , love you and then one day I lose you ?
Only
the thought of being with you , and not being able to stay with you forever
brought tears to my eyes ..
I don't
know why , but my heart felt mystified ..
I don’t
know what to do .. or how to feel ..
But
for now .. I just want to think about your smile ..
And
draw your eyes in front of me everywhere I go ..
I have this feeling of wanting to be with you
every single second of the day ..
We
simply fit together ..
I can
see it clearly ..
Its
unbelievable ..
I
can imagine myself living with you ..
Playing
with your hair ..
And
press my hands upon your beautiful face..
And
just trace it with my fingers..
Kiss
your lips and just look into your eyes forever ..
I love
the way you make me feel ..
I would
come to you when I am in need and give you all I have when you are in need..
Please
stay with me .. and promise me that you will never leave ..
Let's
be the best that we can be ..
Lets
create our own story ..
Let's
do everything together ..
Let's
do it all ..
I don't
know what to feel now..
Or
say .. or do ..
|I
just want to enjoy every moment with you .. That’s all
..