I Never Knew ..

I never knew that this will happen ..

I thought that by moving away .. 

I'll forget about you , about the pain of letting you go ..

That I'll have a new start , forget about you , move on and meet someone new ..

Have a new life .. without memories .. without your image popping in my head every second ..

I was all wrong ..

I didn't pay attention to the fact that my heart still loves you .. and misses every single part of you ..

I thought I was okay .. I stopped saying your name ..stopped hearing your voice ..stopped seeing your face..

So , I thought that my heart became numb .. that it can survive without you ..

No .. my heart interrupted me .. I do miss him ..

I do miss him a lot ..

it's so hard ..I can't believe I didn't even hold him tight for the last time ..

I can't believe it !! 

I miss his smell ..

 His hair .. 

His eyes ..

His hands .. and how his fingers hold on to mine ..

Everything ..

What am I going to do now ?! 

I haven't been okay since day one my heart said ..

I have been thinking about him every single second of the day ..

I miss him .. I miss him .. I miss him ..

I just can't ..

My eyes began to tear ..

My heart began to cry ..

I can't do this .. I just can't ... My heart said with extreme sadness ..

We will do this together .. I promise .. 

But it won't be easy .. not at all .. 

Help me .. Please .. my heart begged ..

I will ..I will try my best..

Reviews

[Akshay]

This is heartbreaking yet, beautiful. It captures all the emotions that are actually felt when you go through a heartbreak. I really like that it tells a story, a story of the effect that letting someone go has on your mind.
I enjoyed this a lot, thanks for sharing.

[Sasha]

Thank you ! Glad you liked it ! :)

[Bhumika Devkota]

This is very well written poem. We, as humans, try to forget our problems, act like nothing has ever happen, try to look strong, but in the end, at some point in our life, we all are broken aren't we? It hurts and we have no power, it takes a lot of strength to admit that we are hurt and broken. Anyway, great job

[Sasha]

Absolutely true ..
Thanks for your feedback :)

[Sasha]

Sometimes when a great love ends dear Sasha, we walk through the realms of denial, you expressed the feelings so well, of "pretending" to be strong, but certainly those feelings of hurt, always will knock on your door, it's a process of grief, and it takes much time, well said, well written... -xx-

[Sasha]

Absolutely true ..
Thanks for stopping by :)
Appreciate it ! :)

You are very welcome girl! -x-