This beautiful heartache

I love you and you love me and all this matters not cause of the heartach we are bareing..

This beautiful heartache is our future and I wonder if i really love you....

 

This beautiful love we seek isnt this...

 

This love you want out of me I dont think i can give!

 

This gift i have will never be satisfied with just my life and you think you can bare it!

 

You love me and i love you but its just I dont know if I can keep loving you when all i see is the problems i have and the things that need change!

 

You say you need my love and I need you and i cant live with out you!

 

But all the people in my life want me to love him! And i just cant!

 

I cant love him no matter how hard i try.... I love him like my brother and he would do anything for me including teaching me a lesson every birthday i've had from 9 to now....