I Try

No matter how hard I try.
Life still passes by.
I want to make it work.
But life is such a blurr.
Nothing good will ever accure.
Why does this happen to me?
Can someone tell me please?
What's the point?
Why even try?
As much as I think about just giving up.
I can't die.
I want to fly.
Really high.
I don't want to waste any time.
But I can't.
My life keeps me lower than a plant.
I can't grow.
Just here watching the wind blow.
Just here moving slow...
Everything and everyone passing me.
Laughing at me.
Advanceing.
I'm stuck in this life.
No matter how much I try.
No matter how much I try.