When I started to be Cold Hearted

Time moves slow for people like me...

Every breath I take.
When I see your face.
My heart just melts away...
When you laugh
When you sing
When your soul starts dancing.
I could watch you all day.

They say love sets you free.
When will it come for me?
What do I have to do just feel that breeze.
No one knows because no one knows me.
I don't exist.

If I yelled up at the sun will it scream back at me?
If I fell into the moon will I be easier to see?
If tore apart the wall that separated you from me, will you then love me?

If i fell down from sky will you be worried?
If I ran across the sea will I see what you see?
If I flew across the stars will you then notice me?
What would you do then?
I guess we'll never know...

Fill my mind with hope.
Fill my heart with trust.
Wake me up from this dream...
Bring me out the dark.
Free me from this hurt.
Trust is now worth dirt...

"Pain is fake you will see."
"You can always trust in me."
As for now you and me, we will never be.
Starting now this is who I am.
And will always be.

Will you ever realize how much pain I am in?
Will you ever realize fate will always win.
Is it possible for you to feel what I always feel?
Is it new to you?

If you knew what I know how would you react?
If you saw it all the time would you face that fact?
Do I have to shove the truth down your ignorant throat.?
Do you see it now!?
I could you be so blind.?