i want a choice

i want to be a songstress
i want to be a militant
i want to be a suicide
a professional salad-maker
a burlesque dancer
a superstar household name

i want to be someone's lover
i want to be somebody's sex slave
i want to be a next level expert
a teacher
a healer
a unicorn-dragon

i want to, i want
i want a choice
i want a change

i want to be a reformer
i want to be an arsonist saboteur
i want to be a prankster
a straight
a hair cut
a non-smoker

i want to be a wish-fulfiller
a time traveler
a hunter

i want to, i want
i want to be defined
by a singular simple label

if i could just be
something then maybe i wouldn't be
filled with such want