Suicide Note

This is what I'd like to send someone the night I commit suicide. If I ever do.

Do you think it's been easy on me, wondering why I never hear from you? Wondering if you killed yourself, or if you simply don't care enough to send me a silly little msg. I hope you feel my pain when I'm icy to you, when I say spiteful words while the tears slide down my eyes, tears that you will never see. I hope you realize seeing that your online and haven't messaged me made my finger squeeze the trigger the little bit more so that the gun went off. I hope you realize you are the reason that bullet entered my cranium and ruptured the cells in my brain. You better know that you are the reason I died. You are every single reason for the life I stole. You are the reason a 16 year old girl will never survive the night. You killed me.

Reviews

[Kate Hunter]

don't talk like that. You're a beautiful person. Don't forget that.

[watch_the_world]

Very good but terribly sad :( I'm so sorry amour.
U can always always find someone new and one person is not a reason to kill yourself because you are such a wonderful and beautiful person and u don't deserve that crap.

[Courtland Sky]

it was very sad, but very amazing at the same time. i just hope that it was made from your talent of writing instead of actually your real life emotions. you are a very good writer and without you few thousand of us on writerscafe wouldn't get to read your beautiful and inspirational work. you now to message me if you ever need anything.

[Michael Jarrell]

=[ I really hope you don't ever have to leave this for someone. You're so young... you've got so much to live for yet! Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to...