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I've lived a lot
And I've loved a little
What do I have to show for it
Just twenty odd years of pain
I'll cry these tears silently as I know I am to blame
I blamed everything and everyone but now I'll carry the shame
Because I beleive that now it is time to move on
I know I must be storng as faith is weak
Every time I try to stand I get pushed down
It serves to make my legs stronger so I thank it
There is something inside of us all
That whispers words of wisdom
I know I could be so much more than I am
I know though that I could fail and they would laugh
So I shy away from the attempt
I will never know the things that I could be
As I am to affraid to take that chance
Too afraid to stray away from the safty of all I know
Still so certain that I do not deserve the good things in life
And how they will speak of me when I fail
So I shall depart this earth
An unfinished symphony
An abandoned masterpiece

Written by Truth Seeker 2012

Reviews

[frivolous treasures]

This was a very emotional piece, well written. Your words convey such loneliness that I wish I could reach through and give you a little friend hug... Cheer up, it all becomes better. The loneliness and dark parts will just show how much brighter the light can shine :)

[Truth Seeker]

The dark places dont let no light in t shine, but thank you though x

[frivolous treasures]

Of course it does! Theres always a crack in the dark! What makes you happy? Right there is a ray of light, a slit in the dark that, in its pulchritudinous, gives hope. There is nothing false about hope, so dont give up :)

[StayAnchored]

I thought that you did an amazing job!

[Truth Seeker]

Thank you Kindly,