Bittersweet

Small, short, contradicting love poem

Anguish

Pain

Suffering

It consumes my weak, vulnerable conscious mind

You're nothing to me, I hate you, but why can't I leave you behind?

Your idea of a meticulous and yet meretricious relationship was a blunder

But what was it that kept me under?

You perturb me, infuriate me, provoke me

Yet sometimes it is your beautiful, magnetic smile all that I see

Some relationships were never meant to be

But love is complex, it can't be guided through philosophy

I'm not sure if this is a good bye or not

But after all the many moons, I have come to realize that this relationship is not the one i sought