Whispers of the night

Just a silly poem I wrote after a breakdown but never posted. It's not really that good ig😅 TW - Suicide mention. If any of you are feeling like this,trust me,it gets better. Reach out,help is there

"In the dead of night,my soul yearns for a peace
A peace that's impossible for me to reach ,to hold.
I am left in the cold nights, despising life and scaring death
The concept of death sound as scary as appealing leaves me yearning for it
But the thought of what will be left behind stops me
I am left in this endless cycle of misery where I can hardly see the light even if its there.
Feeling selfish for wanting the sweet embrace of death I am left hating myself, yearning for something, anything that can give the vague sense of peace
The peace death can give, but I can't take"

Author's Note

I just wanted to say again that if any of you are feeling like this, please don't do anything yourself. Y'all matter, you don't have to go through this alone. Reach out to someone,a trusted friend or family member or just anyone. Contact a helpline. It gets better, trust me. Sooner or later you'll be happy and loved and will have everything you ever wanted so please, just survive. One day at a time. Because you matter.❤️❤️