Cutting

This is emo thoughts =)

Chaos
Burning

Bodies
Dying

Blood
Spraying

Decay
Spreading

I hear the screams
Inside my head

I see the agony
Inside my mind

I feel the pain
Within my heart

I cause
My own torment

I try to stop it
By slashing my wrists

I only end up
Causing scars

I see the tears
In my familys eyes

I want to scream
I want to cry

But I only end up
Hiding my pain

With a fake smile
When someone calls my name

I wear long sleeves
And sweaters in summer

To keep everyone happy
To keep them safe

While each day
I die inside

My heart has holes
Stabbed by those I trust

How the blood still flows from the cuts
I still never know

One day it will stop
The pain will go away

One day my eyes will close
And never open again

Maybe then..
My smile will be real..

Maybe then
My laugh will hold real joy

As the blood hits the floor
I'll finally be at peace..