Missing him

My boyfriend is far away, and i miss him

I can't see his smile
I can only miss it..

I can't smell his colone
I can only miss it

I can't see his bright eyes..
I can only miss them..

I can't hug him close..
I can only remember the times i did..

I can't tease him..
I can only wish i hadn't..

I can't kiss his lips..
i can only remember the many times i did..

I wish i hadn't done
those stupid things i did..

Because now i know..
that maybe if i hadn't..
You'd still be here..

Listening to what i had to say..
Hearing what i really meant
when i said 'Nothing's wrong'
Knowing that something was wrong..

I can only miss him..
Now that he's gone..

And i wish..
With all my heart..
he'd come back..
and hug my tight just one more time...