Stabbing

heartache

i ignore the stabbing pain
that hits me each day
when i walk the halls
of high school.

for my heart knows
i will never see him again

i ignore the stabbing pain
that hits me each day
when i walk the halls
of high school

for my heart knows
he is falling in love with someone else..

i ignore the stabbing pain
that hits me each day
when i return
to my home

for my heart knows
the phone will never ring

i ignore the stabbing pain
that hits me each day
when i get on
the bus

for my heart knows
my friends are moving on



i give in to the stabbing pain
that hits me today
when i walk the halls
of high school

for i know
i will never see him again

i give in to the stabbing pain
that hits me today
when i walk the halls
of high school

for i know
he has fallen in love with someone else

i give in to the stabbing pain
that hits me today
when i return
to my home

for i know
the phone will never ring

i give in to the stabbing pain
that hits me today
when i get on
the bus

for i know
my friends have moved on

I have finally given in
to the stabbing pain
that hit me tonight
as i take out the small blade hidden deep within
my books

for i will
never have to deal
with the stabbing pain again..

I slide this small blade
across my wrist
and slowly
ever so slowly
fade away..
from the stabbing pain..
Forever......