The mind is a treadmill within a vacuum

A docile schizophrenic

What's psychosis like? Depends. Sometimes it's ambient bliss. The world's alive and everything's warm. It's the best party in your head and your the only one invited. You're not lonely, but your alone.

And for no reason at all it can get dark and cold. Repetitive thoughts and paranoia start to take over. You feel a loss of control and nothing you do matters. There are no voices outside of your own dark thoughts. The whole world is after you and you're on a hamster wheel of fear. It's all just a dream while you're awake.

And the worst part is the scariest thing. Turning it off. It's like time stands still and you wonder where you've been. It's like this adventure ended, and you never left past the front door. And none of it was ever real.