doug CAN'T READ

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doug CAN'T READ.

CAN'T READ 1:

Matthew 4:17 basically says, 'Quit sinning, because Heaven is here.' So I got the impression that if I obeyed Matthew 4:17, I would have more power with GOD. After about 20 years, on November 1st, 2012, I achieved my goal. Then three days after I quit smoking, through sheer willpower, 'something' happened, and then I went insane. In my mind, I went through a series of many different trials. It was a hellish, terrifying nightmare. It was like Hell without flames.

CAN'T READ 2:

Morty: (Pointing at TRIALS.) "Maybe he went down that road?"

Rick: "No, no, no. If he took that, he'd of ended-up a hero." - Rick and Morty

CAN'T READ 3:

I have been through over 400 TRIALS.

One night, GOD killed me, and then I got back up. (Want details?*)

One night, I woke up in jail with nine, broken bones, and no memory of it.

One night, my head vibrated like it was in a microwave, knocking me to the ground.

That's three of them.

I've spent more time in Hospitals and Jails than I can list.

You can ignore this, but I'm going to say it. During my last non-arrest, the Police took me into a hospital room, and stabbed the end of my penis with needles for awhile. And, I was able to get them to stop, by persuading them that I was a racist. Believe what you want.

[My WORK, (this is WORK,) doesn't allow, for a single, lie. Also, this is the only time and place that I've EVER, MENTIONED THAT. (Zero lies.)]

CAN'T READ 4:

Many years ago I had the first of several mental health episodes. The VA scarlet lettered me with illness labels, and will never let them go. Free all other veterans too please.

During an earlier forced stay a doctor of theirs, along with my dad, threatened me.

He said to me, with my dad's support, that if I ever suffered a relapse of my mental health condition, they would force a lobotomy on me. Seriously.

Minutes after, I encountered such a patient, in the hall. He was the walking dead. Murdered, in my eyes.

This is how my scarlet letter operates:

Suppose my wicked step-mom gets drunk, and on a whim, feels like turning me into a brain-dead cuck. She dials 911, and spouts: "Yeah, I'm worried about Steve. He's acting funny."

The police arrive at my home. DON'T arrest me. Put handcuffs on me, put me in their cruiser, take me to the hospital and forcibly admit me.

This is all 100% true.

For about three years, I lived in absolute terror, this would happen to me.

To this day, I am treated this way.

CAN'T READ 5:

My Dad treats me like s**t. He both completely misjudges, and misunderstands me, and has the complete opposite amount of respect for me that he should, and always has. (He disrespectfully ignored a collection of my life's accomplishments that I gave him, and he also didn't get the same impression from TRIALS, that Rick and Morty did,) and lately he's been giving me the silent treatment. You know, because that's what I deserve, for doing my best. Even when communicating calmly, like this. He gives me the feeling that he's rooting for me to fail at life.

He once suggested that maybe my rape, wasn't one. How do you think that sounds to a rape victim?

And, a person with the mentality to make such a comment, would also usually be incapable, of understanding that.

Do you think he cares about how I feel? He wouldn't even make a phone call for me.

He once said to me, "GOD doesn't love you anymore than that fly on the wall!"

It slightly hurt my feelings, and it more hurt my feelings, to see that he, felt that way.

I disagreed. But you know what? He deserves 1/2-credit.

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He took me and my daughter's Mom out to dinner, where his wife secretly told her I was a "Loser".

Rick and Morty, called me a "Hero".

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One time at their dinner table, they told me, (my dad was speaking,) that 'I didn't love them', in a casual way.

My heart sank. Because yes I did.

The feeling of which, would also clearly be beyond their grasp.

/

He's still giving me the silent treatment.

CAN'T READ 6:

Question: Why did I have to call Truehold and 4 home-buying companies?

Facts 1 & 2: Monday, January 13

I don't want any contact with you but I promised your mom I would watch over you. I want you to know that I am willing and able to help you financially. Before you lose your house because of not being able to pay your bills, taxes etc. let me know and I will deposit money into your account.

Tuesday, March 25

To make a deposit you can call (Edward Jones,) Kaity Stuckert, (receptionist Alberta,) at [phone]. I'll be checking-in with her in a few weeks, to see if I need to call Truehold and other companies.

Facts 3 & 4: Near May 12

I ran out of cigarettes and my water and internet got shut-off.

May 12

"Why are you in this position?"

Answer: Because you, are a GOD damn moron.

CAN'T READ 7:

Genesis 15:17: And it came to pass, when the sun went down and it was dark, that behold, there appeared a smoking oven and a burning torch that passed between those pieces.

Are those UFOs?

Yes or No?

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CAN'T READ 8:

Have a Nice Eternity.

I, went to a lot of trouble, to give it to you.

And all you ever did, was disrespect me.

doug:

YOU'RE A: TOTAL FUCKTARD!

* GO TO HELL. *

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When wicked people read something that's inconvenient for them, they suddenly become illiterate, without giving any explanation.

When a person hears information that is challenging, there are two ways they can respond.

Respectable people meet it head-on. And disrespectable people avoid it at all costs.

A huge list of the differences between the two types of people can be made.

But the most important divider between the two types is caring.

The first type cares about themselves and others, while the second type doesn't care about others.

They never bother to think or care about the effects of their behaviors on others, which is devastating.

The second type of person isn't fit to be any part of a civilized society.

They are a constant scourge to others, and can't be trusted in any way.

They are also stubbornly unchanging, and always choose to never respond at all, to correction.

Troll comments, are emotional and fact-less, never contributing any value to a conversation.

And those are the only kind of statements, that they're capable of making.

Ever, making an intelligent comment, is literally impossible, for them.

Such people are endlessly infuriating. They never accept correction, much less appreciate it.

And if you think that people who act like that ever go to Heaven, then you would be one of them.

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They never bother to think or care about the effects of their behaviors on others, which is devastating.

You like to bring-up a drunken outburst of mine repeatedly,

Without ever mentioning what caused it,

Which is you and andy betraying me when I asked for simple help once,

With my own daughter.

YOU, DID IT.

And I do all I do so he can go to Heaven,

And what do you do in that department?

Not a f*****g thing.

Who's wicked?

YOU.

ÉZiah Gail

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My dad and brother can't read.

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DON'T FORGET THE CORRECT WAY TO TEXT ME.

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SEE THE DATE:

SEE THE TOP PARAGRAPH:

SEE THE DATE:

SEE THE BOLD LINES:

MOVE YOUR F*****G A*S.  -  The police said you don't have to.  So, these are just my feelings now. -Steve

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

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I'M, NOT A PARASITE.

I only wish the best for you. I wish I could help you but thousands of dollars of therapy has convinced me that you are beyond my ability to help.

I will always love you but I am resigned to the fact that you are lost to me.

I have been through over 400 TRIALS.

You're, a f*****g queer. Fairy, wimp, p***y, b***h, dumbass, loser, shithead, fucktard.

I SAID MOVE YOUR A*S FUCKSHIT.

THAT MEANS

NOW.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

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'I don't want any contact with you'

Think about how much time I've wasted, talking to you.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

How much pain you've caused me. And still are.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

WORK that isn't getting done.

https://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Silencer/2880011/

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

Because I have to rub your p***y.

Because you like sitting on your dick.

And spewing troll s**t.

PARASITE.

GO TO HELL.

And before you do,

bring me my daughter.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

You haven't seen anything yet.

Sit on that dick again,

DICK.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.

Who F***S the WHOLE WORLD.

YOU WORTHLESS S**T.