Running in circles

im running in circles 
don't know where 2 go
my head is spinning 
oh i just dont know

i need an answer
to my problems
i could die....
no thats stupid

hey thats not a bad idea
yeh might try it
no what am i sayin??
no i wont.....

2 minutes later.....

ok ive got the knife
now what now?
just life it to my chest and pus.....

hey im floatin 
im a ghost
cool!
no theres my body, poor body

look! OH NO! ITS TOM!
my boy friend u know
 oh no hes seen my body
he cryin no!

what hav i done?
im so stupid  
i cant belive 
i killed myself....