Disappear

 

 

Don’t look at me

I don’t want you to see me like this

I’m a mess

 

My hands are sweaty

My body’s shaking

Is he still looking?

 

Fear surrounds me  

And I’m stuck

I can’t get out

 

Tears start to fight their way out

I’m not strong enough

So I cry

 

I cry so hard

I don’t know what else to do

I just want to disappear

 

Please take me in your arms

And save me from myself

I can’t do this on my own

 

Rannveig Iðunn

7. October 2008