A Letter To My Sunflower.

I handwrote this, then typed it.

I love this girl so much. She is my everything, I can't image a word without her in it. Shes so perfect, shes funny, smart, pretty, fun, awesome...She just is everything. God, I lover her so much. More than life, more than death. I always wanna be there for her. I would do anything for her no matter what it was. She loves me for me, flaws and all. I never have found anyone who I can fully let go and just be myself. She brought out this side of me I haven't even shown my friends (Elliot included.) She brings out a side I haven't shown since 6th grade when my ex cheated on me 8 times. At first I didn't know we would get so close, I thought we talk once in a while, but once in a while turned into everyday, and now everyday turned into staying up late to have the most random conversations. She has showed me the meaning of love. I can listen to her voice all day and never get bored of it. I have never really have had real love before, yes I have dated people in the past, but they all have cheated on me. My baby has showed me what love feels like again. I love her so much. My body can't even function without her. People say their lover is their 'other half', but my lover, my wifey, my everthing is my whole. She has never been only my half only ever my whole. If she leaves me for even 2 seconds I miss her and can not function, she guides me through life. I don't wanna mess this up. I can't mess this up. If I do, I won't be able to live with myself. I won't ever leave her. I felt so bad when she told me that everyone leaves her. Because I know how that feels. And also, it was because she thought I would ever leave her. And when she tried to commit, I thought my life was over. I thought my heart would tear in 2. Because in that time I hadn't told how I really felt about her. I felt as if I failed her. She is my whole world. I'm so glad shes alright. I love her so much. Everything about her is perfect. And no matter what she says, she always will be.

-Jayden