It's Time

I'm going through a tough break up

It's time to let go
I apologize for loving so strong and
for trying my best to hold on.
I'm sick of my heart singing to this fake song.
I need to go back within myself.
which is where i belong.
I need to move on.
It's time
to focus on what I need
Tired of spilln my soul
only to feel that you look....
right through me.
It's time.....
that i begin to believe in me
Remove the tears that stop me from seeing.
I need to find my inner being.
It's time for me to play the cards in my hand.
It's time for me to depart from Love's Island.
figure out me.
I just want to be happy.
I Promised never to walk away
So physically....I'll stay.
It's time
for me to love without being in love.
won't be easy...but it has to be done.
I'm sorry....but it takes more than one.
It's time.

Author's Note

I'm having such a hard time with this break up...my whole soul is off balance. Even had an asthma attack from being so upset...Love is a hard thing. Especially when you lose...and through all. I promised him I'd never leave his life completely no matter what happened....so I'm still torturing myself and being "friends" with him. Is it even possible? I need answers...I'm falling apart from within...and its hard for me.

Reviews

[A.A.Romanczuk]

It's difficult, love, especially difficult when we think someone is that One...but You are one of the strong ones...sometimes goodbye is a second chance...focus on Yourself a little more..believe in Your own strength...just look at Your writing when the mirror distorts...You Will Be Happy Again...

[Tomi]

I keep wondering too, why we hold on even when we only get hurt..... wish I had the answers, you'll just av to look within for them.... start by letting go.

[Jas Alejandrino Ramos]

this poem is really something to admire...the way it showed strength that she can still move on even in all the hurting:)