Despair

These words against all odds escaped from the prison of my soul where fear and terror held them down......

The miserable fate of a tormented soul

Whose heart has grown so cold

Once a super cool hero

Now reduced to point zero

 

Can’t fathom how I got here

And I don’t even care

Cos nothing can fill up this hole

Life’s moles dig out my soul

 

I’m neither on path right or wrong

I’ve been like this for so long

I know I’m somewhat lost

Living life at a great loss

 

My thoughts up and down are scattered

All hopes and dreams shattered

Clumsy me, strolling past opportunities

Bound, restricted by my many insecurities

 

Most nights I can not sleep

The fear of nightmares run deep

My mind drifts far and wanders

Please lift these burden off my shoulders

 

I silently pray

As I watch the night turn day

If the spirits could grant me one wish

That I may for once know peace!

Author's Note

Thoughts,opinions welcomed.