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Some random thoughts

Why does my imagination

Get clouded by stupid illusions?

That you care and will be there

When insincerity is in the air

 

Am I not just a small project

To prove your life’s worth and effect

And I wonder how you can feel fine

Comfortably acting out of line

 

I just need you to know

I don’t like being used

Though my pain I don’t show

You leave me feeling confused

 

I just need you to see

What you are doing to me

To speak my mind, I am not bold

But my heart’s going cold

 

Maybe I am my own problem

Weak, gullible, easily deceived

I guess I forgot the anthem

“You give before you can receive”

 

Maybe my many insecurities

Coupled with my anxieties

Makes me an easy prey

For you to happily slay

 

I just need you to please

Leave me in my dark place

Where I can slowly die at ease

Away from your crowded space

 

I just need to be alone

Your heart is not my throne

In the mind games you won

In shame I bow and run