Impostor

every accomplishment
Every completed task
I search for some level of fulfillment
With questions I'm burning to ask

Did I really do this?
And a chance at failure narrowly miss
Maybe winning was by a stroke of luck?
Because everything really sucks

Because I feel like an impostor
Just getting lucky
Performing just like an actor
Filled up with nothing but entropy

Doing things to the best of my abilities
While doubting my capabilities
Sitting by the bank of the river
Wondering just how I am able to deliver

Reviews

[Carolynn]

Lack of confidence can hold us back from accomplishing many things - and when we succeed unexpectedly it takes some getting used to :) thanks for sharing your poetic thoughts