Birthday Wishes

As I realize that my birthday is only one day away

I hope and prey that the good mood I am in is here to stay

I think about the fact that I am one year older

And it helps me to make one more poem to put in the folder

For me it is an easy concept to see

Although for some reason there are people that will always bug me

They say that I should not have so much to write

But for some reason writing is my way of winning the fight

The fight against my feelings is a never ending battle

Me without the ability to write is like riding a horse without a saddle

I am just trying to prepare myself for life and get my feelings strait

It helps if I don’t have lunch on my mind thinking about what I just ate

But its not that I am still hungry

It’s that my girlfriend is with me at lunch and for a lot of reasons she calms me

She gives me a reason to get out of bed, a reason to live

To her I give all my love and devotion till I have nothing left to give

I just want her to be happy, I want for my birthday for her to be there

I want her there with me to go through life so I have a reason to care

I have to stay with her I have to always there for her

I will always be there for her in life, when she tries to give up I will push her further

She will always have me there and always have my love

There will never be a time in life when she won’t have me to think of