Shatter

What have I done?
The horror consumes me.
My actions were wrong.
A dance with anxiety.

My heart races faster
And the tears sting my eyes.
There so much remorse
Too bad, time slipped by.

If I just tried harder
If I just made the voices stop
Maybe we'd be happy
Or...maybe all for naught?

I'm evil, I'm selfish
And I'll never do better.
I'm so sorry, my dear
I'm ending my letter.