Dismissed

The problem is that he is just too cold to care.Too hot to appreciate real love. To acknowledge that he deserves more than a menial relationship. So I suffer,because I fell in love when I realized it was mutual.But now I am left hanging,I've been there before and I guess I am again. I want to say I give up..on what? Maybe the pain,I desire peace. I cannot spend everyday waking up thinking about the one I love and he's not around..while he is with others. It is too unjust. For loving me and then leaving,but helping me believe that I was worth this long wait.I was told I was rare,difficult to find,love of the life..that distance could do nothing. Perhaps I believed what I wanted to hear,disillusioned now,in despair. It's not my time for love,maybe it never was and never will be. Maybe  he was just a lesson learnt and I took to much time to see.A good five months,the time would have never been enough,admittedly,when he leaves,things will become a bit more rough. Excruciating isolation,as he will depart,but the most pain stems from the fact he has my heart and does nothing to take care of it. I gave in trying to convince you to stay with me,because a real woman needs to convince no one. Deep down I worry you will listen,but I now I have to let go. You love me,just not enough..the others are more worthy,you they can touch. To look at the one you love,happy with other..physically and emotionally,how this pain should not be felt. I imagine you without me,my stomach tightens like a belt.But when I move on,that's it..don't appear in my life again.Just ignore me,because I was nothing from the start. No longer will I listen to our songs or reflect on our moments,because they are dead like us. You killed us,not distance,not people,but you.

Reviews

[Brad Dehler]

Woah. Strong message here. Very hard hitting finish. Nice work Talesha

[maxie-thena]

:( when you fall in love wih someone who's not right for you, or who doesn't feel the same, and you stay because you believe something will change with time, but it doesn't. i'm tired of being the one more in love :(

[Talesha]

I know right,it really is too tragic :(