HATE MYSELF

I hate me,

I hate my ways,

My decisions,

My feelings.

I hate my jealousy,

I hate my tears,

I hate insecurities,

I hate my fears.

I hate my family situation,

My feared long-distance relation,

I hate my life,

I hate my worries,

I hate my laziness

I hate my ugliness

I hate my fake smile,

I hate that I had him for a little while.

I hate the suffering

I hate my negativity,

I hate everything pessimistic thing about me.

I hate everything