Abrupt disappointment

 I'm still angry,

It's not that I hate you,

I hate what you have done.

I am left with faded memories,

To this day I recall,

Each moment with you,

I remember it all.

It all disappeared,

It changed so quickly,

I hadn't time to accept,

You were given to me,

But not to be kept.

My heart beats,

My stomach twists,

My lips yearn for yours,

For the momentary escape-

Of desired intimate bliss.

With you,I was happy,

The company was great,

The hope in my heart-

It strengthened my faith,

But you left it with bitterness-

As well as hate.

I try to convince myself,

To think that the journey-

It was more important than the end,

So tell me how is it impossible,

For us to be friends,

If the fiery spark I have you-

Todavia,has not come to an end.