Stayed Away

I suppress my thoughts,

My tears,

My feelings,

The word you.

You were and are...

The inspiration,

Everything...

Behind all of this.

Yet I am nothing,

Not at all,

To you,

Sad but true.

I stayed away,

To escape,

Still you haunt,

My heart and mind.

What I dreamt of,

Desired,

Cried and begged for...

Experience madness for.

But I had to stay away.

From you

Me,

But here I am,with poetry and love.