"Pain?'

when you don't know how to feel anymore

Why doesn't it hurt anymore?

Why are my feelings left when they have nothing to atone for?

Why am I left alone?

Why is my heart sore?

Why wont anyone let me in anymore?

Why am I not trusted?

What am I going to do?

My hearts busted.

Why am I treated like I don't know pain?

When all I remember is pain

From my yelling father 

To my screaming  mother

To all the people who called me names

And everyone still says i am the one to blame

When they were the ones to scream at their brother

At their son

At the person they don't know because it looks like fun

Why am I the one everyone says doesn't understand?

No one really knows me

No one really knows who I am

But hey who acres no ones gives a damn

Why is everyone around me committing suicide?

Actually the better question is why don't I?

Author's Note

tell me what you think