Turn to page #3.

New page on right side of this forest green notebook.

Then the moment changes,

feels a bit awquard in this moment

someone is adding tention to the air

tention only created by someone's intent

and the air is thick.

 

Breathe in and out to release and let go of tention created

Two people strong in thought having a meeting of the minds

the quest being weather they have a clash or understanding

what will the outcome of this mean?

 

If one chooses to understand the peace, even love is found

If one chooses to not understand, peace and love still remains.

Peace be found even in his heart ache

but he wont let it kill him

because, a lesson learned from this one who teaches unknowingly

one be a student by not knowing it sometimes too

and when we think we know it all

we are simply proved wrong

and realize that it was our mistake in the first place.

 

I am not in wrong if I choose to love.

Who I choose to love may always  be wrong, at least 99% of the time.

But there is that 1% ment for me

though she test me, torture me with her games

she pulls my mind apart at times,

Its me who collects my mind back together

its me that says "F**k the Test!" and resist playing the game she plays

for I would gladly lose the game everytime for her

as she lose me and we are both lost

 

in Honesty,

For me, I am a man of win, win!

This cancer woman on my mind

this devil woman on my gold

This wonder woman on my heart

between the three, there is only one win, win for me

 

this cancer woman is no illness

but a motherly presensce in me

my sensitive side that devil woman would never accept.

 

This Devil woman wants everything from me

my money, my life, my soul - see, she's greedy

its my wonder woman that saves me all the time

 

my wonder woman could have been the devil lady

but the devil lady is too full of fear

and she's only a devil cause she thinks everyone is out to get her

 

This wonder woman on my heart knows balance

accepts my cry-baby side just as much as my Real Man side

for both of them are of me

together keeping balance while cultivating life

 

its she who tells me to shut up when I have said to much

though, the shut up no special privalege

she happens to know the right time to say it.

 

Haven't met wonder woman yet, but if I had I would like her to tell me.

 

Author's Note

im just glad I got that out :D