/: I Don't Know

Please tell me the truth, not a lie,
I don't know what to think anymore.
Here I was worrying that you had died,
I just don't know, my heart's too sore.

I trusted you with everything I've ever had.
Please don't tell me that you threw it all away.
I tried to help you when you were mad or sad,
Now I just want to be okay.

You vanished into the dark without a trace,
Left so many questions and tears behind.
I thought I wouldn't have to brace,
But that's not what I'm seeming to find.

I just...did you only ever use me?
Was that just all I was to you?
Was I too stupid to f*****g see
That I was just another of your girls too?

It hurts too much to not have any answers,
I can't keep going on this never ending track.
These ideas are infecting me like cancer,
Maybe they'll be answered when you're back.

Reviews

[Amandaaa Caroline (:]

(Not that your poem is funny) I just think that it's so weird how were goin through all the same crap, like long lost twins or something, hahha, but I know that's not the case. Anyways, I'm sorry that you're going through this :/ since I'm feeling the exact same way, I know how much it sucks, how much it hurts.. I pretty much hate life at the moment, I hate unanswered questions, being sad, not being able to do anything about it.. Anyways, I hope that things get better for you, I truly do. Great, terribly heartbreaking write.