The Next Text

Fear that I lost you before you were mine
Scared to death I've lost track of time

No sleep my eyes burning red
Laying here hoping your safe, stuck home in bed

Swearing to make sure you never hurt in this way
Dreading the first text of today

Praying I haven't lost you before we begin
It'll be ok I say to myself over and over again

Unable to believe that I could have love that endures
But willing to give you my all, what's mine is yours

With every ounce of my soul I beg for this
To use up every last dream, every last wish

I'd surrender everything I possess
Just to feel your soft caress

Alone without you, words escape my thought
Hoping this isn't my last rhyme, my lines caught

My life falling apart around me
Your my hope in what could be

Till the first text of the day I tremble in fear
That our hearts and souls will be no longer near

A journey without you I'd wander aimlessly
Your my map, my North Star, my love you'll see

I exist for you, created to be....
We are One Pod....One Pea......