How Can I

How can I be ashamed if I have no shame in me
Wanting to stop being blind, wanting to finally see

How can I move on, when you made my heart still
Will I know when I finally have something real

How can I have faith when I've had nothing but sorrow
Always afraid of another lonely tomorrow

How can a heart so destroyed trust love again
No more strength left from within

How can I take down these walls
My phone silent, no one calls

How can I stop being so exhausted
When despair holds me hostage

How can I finally find my true love
When my last is all I think of