Chapter 3

I stood in the hallway staring at the pictures. I opened the door and walked into my room picking up my phone. I needed to get my mind off that kiss.

 

 

 

"Hey M. You want to go to the movies tonight?"

 

 

 

"Uh yeah sure let’s go in an hour c ya soon!" I dropped my phone on my bed going into my bathroom to see if I looked okay. As always my brown hair and brown eyes looked perfect. I smiled looking at the clock.

 

 

 

An hour. Usually Michaela knew what I wanted when I wanted to go to the movie then afterword fool around a little bit.

 

 

 

"Kids come down hair and say goodbye!" Clair screamed. I walked out of the room not having eye contact with Jessica.

 

 

 

"Bye." I said to Clair and my dad then gave my dad a hug.

 

 

 

"Stay good we will be back in two weeks." My dad said. They walked out, closing the door behind them.

 

 

 

"Look I’m sorry." Jessica said catching my attention.

 

 

 

"It’s fine okay?" I was a bit annoyed if only seven would come soon. I glared at the clock.

 

 

 

"Okay...” She trailed off looking down at the floor. My chest started to ache. A part of me wanted to kiss her. Another part of me said just tells her the truth. I shook my head.

 

 

 

"Hey when Michaela comes over don't bother us?" I said making sure she knew. I was being cruel. I knew that but I wanted her jealous I wanted her to come to me and beg. Gosh what type of person was I turning into?

 

 

 

Just go along with your plan then you will know if she defiantly likes you. A voice said I nodded my head.

 

 

 

Jessica looked of a bit of anger showed in her eyes.

 

 

 

"Really? You going to f**k her then let her go home?" I laid back on the couch stretching my arms out on it.

 

 

 

"Yeah."

 

 

 

"You know what have fun with Michaela!" She sneered at me then ran upstairs. I heard her slam her door. A part of me was aching wanting to go after to her and tell her she was the only one for me.

 

 

 

"Gosh I'm so stupid.” I muttered to myself.

 

 

 

"Hey! Josh!" I heard Michaela scream while knocking on the door.

 

 

 

"Let’s skip the movie." I said opening the door letting her in.  She put her hand on my arm sliding it down.

 

 

 

"I'm not really feeling well. Can I take a rain check?" I tried to spare her feelings.

 

 

 

"Yeah sure." She walked out the house and drove off.  I walked up stairs deciding that I needed to find out what was wrong with Jessica. I felt bad and i wanted the pain in my chest to stop. After Michaela drove off I walked upstairs.

 

 

 

I knocked on Jessica's door. "Jess let me in, I need to talk to you."

 

 

 

"Leave me alone." She screamed. I pushed on the door opening the door.

 

 

 

"What do you want?" She looked at me coldly.

 

 

 

"I need to know what is going on between us."

 

 

 

"Nothing okay?" She sat up taking a pillow in her lap and hugging it.

 

 

 

"What did that kiss mean?!" I threw my hands up in the air in frustration.

 

 

 

"I don’t know." She looked away like she was deep in thought.

 

 

 

"It has to have meant something." I walked over to her getting down on my knees so I was eye level with her. I took her hands in mine and moved the pillow away.

 

 

 

"I like you okay Josh!" She snatched her away. "No I don’t even like you! I’m in love with you! I’m in love with my step brother is that what you want to hear?! Because it’s true!" She screamed at me standing up.

 

 

 

"I love you too. Not as a sister more." I took her face in mine and kissed her. It wasn’t passionate. It was fiercer, full of need and want. She kissed back with just as much. I pushed her back so I was lying on top of her on her bed.

 

 

 

Her hands went down my back going under my shirt, up and down. I pushed my hips into her causing her to moan.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I smirked her moan making my little friend go up a little. My hands trailed down her sides my fingers grazing across the skin between her shirt and pants. I pushed her shirt up a little.

 

 

 

Her hands were on top of mine and she backed away breaking the kiss.

 

 

 

"We need to stop." I got up brushing my shirt while she sat up looking at me.

 

 

 

"I’m hungry lets go order pizza." She got up tugging on my hand. She picked up her phone and dialed the papa john’s ordering are food.

 

 

 

"Alright thank you by." I laid back against the kitchen counter.

 

 

 

"So." She smiled up at me leaning her body against mine. "Are we like a couple or no?" Her eyes showed that she was worried.

 

 

 

"Yeah." I smiled while she practically jumped in joy.

 

 

 

"But no one can know." She pointed a figure in my face while she smiled wide.

 

 

 

"And! No hooking up with other girls!"

 

 

 

"Why would I want to do that?" I tried to play innocent. I had cheated on girls in the past. I wrapped my arms around her. For once I didn’t want to cheat on her. I couldn’t imagine myself with anyone else just her.

 

 

 

"I’m so glad that your mine." I whispered to her kissing her slightly on the lips.