Just venting again...

So, I started writing again... Still can't write anything happy though...

I’m not this way on purpose, 
I swear I tried to let you in, 
But I picked anger over sadness, 
I swear that s**t’s my biggest sin.

'Cause if you make me angry,
I’ll destroy you,
I shed a tear,
it’s like you win.

And I don’t lose,
balled fist,
short fuse.
I even lashed out at my kin,
cause I can’t control this demon, 
I’ve tried every-f*****g-thing

So I’m counting the hours and the minutes,
I’ll just sit back and just watch.
I’ll wait ‘till the second I explode,
and take out everything that’s close enough to touch

So if I keep you out of arms reach,
It’s only cause I care.
I’m not scared of self-destruction,
It’s hurting others that I fear…

Author's Note

Just something else I wrote to vent. Any feedback and/or constructive criticism is welcome, but I'm not trying to win any competitions here.
This is just an outlet for me.

Reviews

[kimberli Leacock]

I like this. Has an underline to it as to say that others misunderstand your feelings while you battle with them