Poem for the misguided

sorry...I wrote this when I was angry at being stalked and harassed by someone...I felt better after I wrote it and was going to destory it but ah what the heck....

IT'S A COLD LONELY NIGHT AND YOUR SITTING IN YOUR HOUSE
WONDERING WHY NO ONE REALLY SEES YOU BUT YOURSELF
SITTING IN A PILE OF REGRETS,  HIDING IN YOUR ROOM
LOOKING OUTSIDE THE WIDOW, SCREAMING AT THE MOON
THEN TRYING ON RESENTMENT, BLAMING EVERYONE
NEVER REALLY LOOKING IN THE MIRROR AT WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME
PREFERING ACCUSATIONS TO WHAT YOU REALLY SEE
THROWING UP REALITY IN A BAG OF SELF PITY
JEALOUSY AND ANGER ARE EMOTIONS OOZING FORTH
FROM THE SELF-INFLICTED SCARS THAT SHOW WHAT YOU ARE WORTH

WHAT CHANGES DO YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS GONNA TAKE
WHEN ALL THAT YOU CAN DO IS SELF-DEPRECIATE
THEN TURN AROUND AND HURL YOUR OVER BEARING SELF
OVER THE COMPASSION THAT MIGHT SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF

YOUR BECOMING OBSOLETE AND YOUR STANDING AT THE DOOR
WONDERING IF YOU CAN REALLY TAKE ANY MORE
AND YOUR TOTALY MISGUIDED AND YOU FAIL TO UNDERSTAND
THAT YOUR VICTIM MENTALITY IS WHAT GUIDES YOUR EVERY PLAN
SO KEEP SENDING YOUR STUPIDITY AND YOUR COWARDLY ATTEMPS
TO BLAME OTHERS WITH THE LEVEL OF YOUR IMPOSED OMNIPOTENCE
STAY AWARE THAT YOUR WORLD THAT COMES FROM YOUR IMAGINATION
BECOMES THE VERY LIFE YOU ARGUE FOR AS YOU SET YOUR LIMITATIONS

 

Reviews

[B. Boileau]

I love it ! (It's not all that mean) and besides it more than likely was deserved. Having said that. You still paint a hell of a picture with your words !

[SN]

I don't know if it is because of the fact that I have been there, regardless of whether it is mean, which I don't see, this piece oozes some kind of energy, it is truthful and raw, and it is cathartic to read.
Thank you for sharing

[T]

ok it's mean but I never sent it!!! got it off my chest though.